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::About Me::
I am a 33 year old Southern
female laundry godess, ::Blogroll::
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
One more post before I leave in an hour... My Aunt Marcia and my Mammaw Hooley (Hewitt) are both looking bad. Mammaw Hooley is in the same nursing home that Aunt Marcia is in. Anywho, Aunt Marcia is so pathetic. I just hate it. I went to see Mamaw too and she does not remember me at all now. She used to call me Pam who is my mom...everyone says we look alike so that is understandable...but she did not even remember who Pam was. I know that life is like this but it does not mean I have to like it. Plus, the older I get, the more people I know die. That is what is bad. I really cannot say if Aunt Marcia even knew me. She did raise her finger to me once and I prayed for her too that God would give her peace and take the pain away and help her rest. Her finger came up again when I asked if I could pray for her so who knows? **sigh** Anywho, I have an issue I wanna discuss...it will be very controversial and some may even think I am prejudice. Which is not the case at all. Anywho, I have a ‘thing’ that is bugging the life out of me and it does every year!!!!!! What is UP with Black History Month? I think THAT is prejudiced! You never hear of a white history month or a red history month or even a Hispanic history month. Now I have noticed that these so called ‘minorities’ have Expos. Like Black Expo, Hispanic Expo, Indian Expo, ect…but you will NEVER hear of a WHITE Expo. I think the White people are the minority now. Which is fine but I think everyone is the same!!!!! If we truly ARE colorblind, then how come we say things like…I met this really cool black guy the other day, or I cannot stand that Hispanic chick…why can’t it be, I met this really cool guy the other day and I cannot stand so and so!!!!!!!! THAT is being colorblind!!!!! I hesitate to even say all this because it sounds like I am into that skinhead junk and I am by FAR not!!!!! I think people are the same…we are all…PEOPLE! I know there are circumstances of things but for instance, the people who come to **sigh** Anywho, this just upsets me because I think the ‘white’ people are discriminated against now. And I know this will ruffle feathers and I know people will assume things about me for saying all this and I can holler till my nose turns purple and people will still insist I am a racist or some junk and as I said, I am NOT. And before someone says you do not know what it is like being of a different race...actually, I do believe it or not. I was always very very dark and I have severely kinky curly hair. I am talking corkscrew curls here. I was mistaken as a blue eyed black in public school. I never thought anything about it. I was mistreated sometimes and the ignorant idiots there at Whiteland schools would call me the horrible 'N' word and junk and make jokes about my hair that most black folk get. So I am aware of that but I also was teased for being white at another school so it is all irrelevent really. Everyone gets picked on at some point. And this I was fired because I am black junk? COME ON!!!!!!!! I know there are still morons out there who do fire because they are racist but not as much anymore. But I know it still happens. I mean, I am discriminated against because I am fat. Being fat is the only area where discrimination still exists in America. Seriously, even my skinny hubby was stuffed into an airline seat. Bathroom stahls are made so small even a skinny person turns sideways to open the stinking door. Seat belts in cars do not fit, stores do not carry our size. Things like that. Now...I want a Fat Expo and a Fat History Month. Dagumit! Anywho, my point is this...God made us all PEOPLE. And I am proud to say that I am TRULY…………………… COLORBLIND There. Now I am off my soapbox.
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